Taking time to reflect...

Cole Says...

2009-12-10T20:40:00.000-08:00

According to Cole, "Raccoons eat turtles."
It has me wondering where and when that takes place... Where are they in the same environment? Mac was teasing him and asked if they even eat the shell; to which Cole replied, "No. They don't eat the shell." So confident and completely serious. Ha! I love him.

Ouch!

2009-11-08T16:53:00.000-08:00

Whats happening? Last night Steph was out and all the kids but Bella were down. I sat on the couch and Bella curled up next to me with a blanket, tucking herself beneath my arm. We pop in Hannah Montana, the movie! Bella's choice, but I'm kinda diggin it. Miley wants to be Hannah cause Hannah is a star, and Hannah doesn't want to be Miley cause Miley is a cowgirl. But! Miley has a boy...and a grandma...and chickens...in Tennessee. You know, lots of tension. So she tells her dad to stop the truck and pull over so she can walk from Teenessee to NY and be famous. Soon she's sitting there, stranded, with her suit case on the side of the road when HE pulls up -the boy - striding on his horse. He stops, slides down from the horse and turns to Miley, raising the brim of his cap to reveal some charming boyish grin. And thats when it happens. I hear a voice beside me say, "Ouch!"
"Wait, what?" I say confused.
Bella looks at me demured, realizing she said aloud what she meant only to say in that innocent seven year old head of hers. "You know Dad," she says, bitting her thumb nail, hoping her nonchalaunce might soften the blow. "Ouch, like when a girl sees a boy she has a crush on...she says ouch!"
Huh? Speechless....
What happened? Where did my little girl go?
MAC

My Sweet Angels...

2009-10-06T20:11:00.000-07:00

Just LOVING my kids right now. Two happenings that melt my heart tonight:

Bella had a book fair today. Buy one get one free. She was SO excited and has been talking about it for days. She woke early and said that she wanted to use her own money to buy a book. I replied by telling her I thought that books were a great thing to spend her money on. She then told me that she had put an extra bit in her pocket for her friend at school - just in case this friend forgot her money. Her little friend did forget her money and Bella was happy to give it to her. Innocent and simple, her small act of generosity touches me. She is a good girl. She senses others needs for extra love and attention and has an incredible heart at her early age.

Mac came home late tonight from class and his YM calling. He went upstairs to kiss the kids goodnight and found Cole asleep on our floor. He was in the tiniest of corners curled up with a flashlight and the Book of Mormon. Precious.

Funny that I am supposed to be the parent, but often learn so much from my babies. I know that it is a trade off and all part of the plan - we are meant to teach each other. I feel so grateful to have been entrusted with their special spirits. Lucky to learn from them both...

CoLeY's AlPHaBet CrOwN -- AGAIN!

2009-10-05T15:58:00.001-07:00

Cole loves preschool and is totally learning to read! He got his "Alphabet Crown" (again)and "Blending Badge!" I am so proud that he is sounding everything out! Go Coley!

Bella's Birthday @ the ZOO

2009-10-05T15:44:00.000-07:00

Bella started school on her 7th birthday. After school we went to the zoo as a family. It was way hot, but we had a great time!

Even Little Happy Head had fun!

FiRSt DaY of ScHOol!

2009-10-05T15:22:00.000-07:00

Bella is so happy to be in public school! She loves that she doesn't have to wear a uniform. And she is even happier that her new teacher doesn't believe in homework. She is in first grade and loving it. We are so proud that she is so smart and grown up! She is her teacher's assistant and "Reader Leader." I am loving that she is so picky - makes me smile that she wants her lunch from home everyday. She will even ask me if I remembered to put her love note in her lunch box every morning on the way out the door. How could I forget?! :) SO proud of her and SO lucky to be her momma.

Swim Buddies

2009-10-05T15:14:00.000-07:00

Coley and Ruthie are peas in a pod! Love that little cousins are so close!

Giggles...

2009-10-05T15:11:00.001-07:00

Cole and Chanel trying out new goggles for summer swimming. Can't stop laughing. They are so full of giggles whenever they play.

Papa Jeff and the Boys...

2009-10-05T15:03:00.000-07:00

Just catching up on a few (or a lot!) of missed memories... This is when my Dad Jeff was in town... Cute holding his little guys Cruzie and Baby Jack. Dad rolls into town in his amazing RV. The kids all call it "The Bus" and they would be so happy if they could live on it! He is a celebrity as far as they are concerned.

The Human Head Weighs 8 Lbs!

2009-09-08T21:24:00.000-07:00

Remember that line from Jerry McGuire? Totally reminding me of Cole right now. Everyday after school we discuss spiders and all that he is learning about them at preschool. I am seriously impressed with the facts that he spouts off... For example - did you know that wolf spiders have eight eyes? It has a square head with an oval body and stripes on its back. The babies are carried around on their momma's back. They have three sections to their body and the legs come out of the middle section. When the babies get hungry, they have been known to eat each other.

Cole says: Mom! The babies eat each other and they don't even care!
Me: Gross!
Cole says: So I asked the teacher if the mom cares and she ignored me!

I am guessing that this is when the teacher clued in that she was maybe providing a little too much info to my little preschooler. Ha! :)

I am impressed with the info Mister Cole is retaining. He is currently full of random facts about wolf spiders, black widows and tarantulas. If you need to know - just ask. He is fully prepared to give a discourse on his studies... Just ask Mimi and Papa...

Smokey The Bear

2009-09-08T21:19:00.000-07:00

Bella: Mom, Have you ever met Smokey the Bear?
Me: Yes. When I was little...
Bella: But it's just a man in a suit, right?
Me: [Giggle] Yeah. How did you know that?
Bella: Well... Like a bear could really save people from fire!
Me: [Totally laughing now...] It could happen...
Bella: Whatever...

Cousins!

2009-08-28T06:34:00.000-07:00

Tiffy was in town and took some darling photos of the cousins... We are so happy to have been able to spend time with her and beautiful baby Ellie! We miss you already. Fabulous job on the photos -- especially with all of the chaotic mayhem! We are missing the big boys this round, but next time for sure... Check them all out on her blog at www.elizajphotography.blogspot.com.

Go ahead... Get some lovin'!

2009-07-17T14:53:00.000-07:00

If you haven't been - GO. Amazing. Frozen Yogurt with Fresh Fruit. Delicious! Not as naughty for you as all of the alternatives either. Mac and I are obsessed. The concept is brilliant. RED MANGO is a close second. It will suffice because it is closer than the other, but SPOON ME still wins. Try it. Seriously.

More from the mouth of Coley....

2009-07-15T15:55:00.001-07:00

My kids study the halloween costume catalogs for hours at a time. The latest one -- Wishcraft -- came in the mail this week and it has gone everywhere with us. Both kids insist on circling their choices and writing their name next to it on the page. Only problem is they change their mind a HUNDRED times before October rolls around. We have to discuss it at every opportunity and somehow they are most attracted to the elaborate expensive types. So funny... This week Cole wants to be "Mozzorrah" -- which translated in real life is ZORRO. (I think it is an odd combo of Mosiah and Zorro - not sure where he got it, but makes me laugh every time!)

Cousins Capri and Addie are over playing today... After doors slamming and a small yelling spell, we hear Coley tell Capri - "Heavenly Father doesn't like scratching!"
Totally. :)

COLEY SAYS

2009-06-28T22:47:00.000-07:00

Cole cracks me up on a regular basis... Here are just a few of his latest...

"Mom, Cha Cha says she wants to marry me. I know we are cousins, but I think its okay."

Then, Mac and I were downstairs watching a movie when we heard Cruz start screaming. He was down for a nap in our bedroom upstairs and Cole had been playing in the loft outside our room. Fishy business for sure. Mac walked in the room to find a small soccer ball in bed with Cruz.

Mac: "Cole! Did you throw this soccer ball in Cruz's bed?!"

Cole: "Someone did..."

Mac: "Cole..."

Cole: "I did it!"

He has the most mischievous twinkle in his eye. He is lucky he is so cute - he absolutely melts my heart! Who can stay mad at a face like his? We are so lucky...

Mom and the Kids

2009-06-19T14:53:00.000-07:00

For Father's Day I had our pictures taken for Mac. Becky did a phenomenal job - as usual. The orchard that she took us to was beautiful. Thanks so much Becks!

Baby Cruzie...

2009-06-19T14:50:00.000-07:00

** Photo by Becky Kimball...

Cutest Cole...

2009-06-19T14:48:00.000-07:00

**Photo by Becky Kimball...

Beautiful Bella...

2009-06-19T14:45:00.000-07:00

**Photo By Becky Kimball...

Baby Jack

2009-06-15T12:51:00.000-07:00

My sister Jen had her baby boy! You have to understand that he is #4 - with THREE older sisters. He for sure will be the most amazing husband and man ever with all their training! :) I had the girls that afternoon after stealing them from their auntie Amber and I have to say - I loved the anticipation! Rachel is 8 yrs. old and was pacing or sitting on the edge of her seat the entire time I had her. It was so cute to watch their sweet excitement. Jen is amazing and went au natural and sans drugs. (She did it first and I followed suit.) I am in awe of the beautiful and super mom she is. She was just a week away from delivering and threw Bekah the most beautiful vintage Barbie birthday party anyone has ever seen! I will be sure to remind her how much her mom loves her for the rest of her life! :) I love you Jen... So happy for your little family. XXOO

RAIN!

2009-06-15T12:45:00.000-07:00

We decided to go on a family walk on Saturday evening. By the time we got to the bottom of the driveway (around 800 ft. long) the downpour had started! We had to turn around and run back up to the top to cover! We laughed the whole way. My cute kids just loved it! We sat on the porch to watch the lightning until it got dark and a little too cold! So much for our evening stroll... I love the rain... I think it feels cozy and nothing smells better. Mom and Dad's yard is gorgeous and green. I'm in love with the sun, but I can enjoy the storms while they last.
** Camera phone again. Sorry - we are a little blurry...

Buddies...

2009-06-15T12:01:00.001-07:00

Becky and Ryan are Coley's current heroes. They have taken him and Max swimming at the Legacy Center twice and Cole just can't stop talking about it. Super cute! Cole and Max are the cutest little buddies. As we pulled away from the curb after picking Cole up - he proudly said, "Bye Max! He's my Best Friend!!!" Love it!

What do you want to be when you grow up?

2009-06-09T22:42:00.000-07:00

It's a question that gets discussed a lot at my house. Bella is currently giving it a lot of thought. Tonight in the car -- our conversation:

Bella: "Mom, when you were little what did you want to grow up and be?"
Me: "A doctor."
Bella: "Well, I was thinking about that, but now I am thinking more like American Idol or So You Think You Can Dance."
Me: "All good options..." Giggle.

But seriously. I have been talking about wanting to become a nutritionist for at least a year. It is my current "when I grow up" plan and I am finally doing it! (Thanks so much Mom and Dad!) Studying on top of everything else we have going seems like a lot of fun. Just thought I would add another pot to the fire. ;) I can swing it. Wish me luck...

Wondering if I will want cookies a little less when I get all this studying done about how bad they are for you... Prolly not. LOL

Hiccup!

2009-04-18T21:50:00.000-07:00

I am totally admitting to falling off the "no sugar wagon," but only for a brief moment, a hiccup of sorts -- I am back on already! I for sure had the most amazing OREO shake ever known to man at Maggie Moos. If you haven't already experienced it -- go. NOW. And I got the desired result from my sugar detox. I felt SICK after enjoying it! phew... It's working... Keep you posted. At least I am honest! :)

RoLey PoLiE BugGiEs...

2009-04-09T21:30:00.000-07:00

Cole found dozens of "Roley Polie Buggies" outside tonight. Him and Addie had to divide the goods. He seriously came in with like 10 in his little hands. I immediately hunted a jar out of the cupboards to house them -- I get the shivers thinking about them loose and crawling in the house. He kept playing with them and letting them crawl up and down his arms. Gross. I know they are harmless, but have you ever watched it while you are eating dinner? Yuck. I kept telling him that they had to go outside. He says "But MOM! They need friends!" He won't give in. Smarty pants Bella says "But Coley, their mommy and daddy are outside. They just want their mommy and daddy!" An instant reaction... He heads out the door to free them. Melts my heart that Bella knew just what to say. Melts my heart that Cole is worried about them being without their mommy and daddy. My kids are cute...

Peeps.

2009-04-09T21:16:00.000-07:00

My mom delivered Easter baskets today. She spoiled my kids (as usual) with all the treats I love. It is rotten to be on the "no sugar until you get skinny" diet with the candy heaven holiday this weekend. I will even venture to say Easter is better than Halloween - just because of the millions of PEANUT BUTTER options available! PB eggs (BIG and SMALL ones!), PB bunnies, PB cups, Reeses Pieces in cute little cartons... Too many to count! Can you tell I love it?

Cole was unloading his bucket and pulls the PEEPS out.
"Mom, she shouldn't give me these. I don't like them!"

Me: "Well, maybe we can give them to someone else."

"Oh! Can I...Can I...Can I sell them?"
Such a little entrepreneur at such a young age? So funny! But I am with him. Peeps are good for one bite - then they make me sick! SO... PEEPS for sale! :)

APRIL FOOL'S DAY

2009-04-02T07:47:00.000-07:00

Bella played "tricks" on her daddy all day...
"Daddy - you have a spider in your hair!"

Cole wanted in on the action...
"Dad...You have an elephant on your nose!"

LOL :)

Buddies...

2009-04-02T07:45:00.000-07:00

Hee Hee... Lulu emailed me this photo of our little guys. So funny! Cruzie is getting so chubby and Reve is catching up! It will be so fun to watch my kids grow up so close to all of their cousins. I love it! And hey - could little Reve be any cuter? Just love those cheeks! And you should see him smile!

Last Lecture...

2009-03-25T20:31:00.000-07:00

We just finished reading The Last Lecture by Randy Pausch in my little book club. It was a good read, super quick, and VERY thought provoking. If you haven't read it or heard about it, it is about Randy's last lecture in life. He was diagnosed with cancer and only given a short time to live. As a professor at Carnegie Mellon, he prepared his 'last lecture' for his students and delivered his life's lessons on stage. Interesting. It has me thinking about what I would say if I were given the same opportunity. How do you sum up a life and all that you think is important in such a short time? What would I say for my children? How would I ever convey my love to Mac? What would I want to be my legacy?
I guess that it is on my mind a lot lately, especially because we have lost family and friends in the recent months and years. They left such a footprint and mark in our lives...Will I do the same?
SO it is my goal to become more focused on the things that matter most...to make note of those important lessons learned and life changing moments. I feel like the last year has been a powerful one. One that has too many lessons learned to count! I am trying hard to recognize what I am supposed to learn and walk away from things bigger and better for it. I will try harder to reach out to the people I love and lose myself in serving others. I will be a better mom and wife, sister and daughter -- for sure not perfect, but the people around me will know how much they mean to me...I am going to start posting my last lecture. A bit self indulgent I am sure, but since this is my only current journal of sorts - you all have to come along for the ride.

Happy Anniversary Mom!

2009-03-25T20:26:00.000-07:00

Mom and Pappy (a.k.a. Tim) celebrated their 4th Anniversary this last week. My post is late because life is wild, but congratulations just the same! So happy that mom has found her prince charming! He is wonderful and funny and spoils her rotten! We have a lot of fun with them and feel so grateful to have them in our lives...They make a great team and I am so happy for them! Love you both so much! XXOO

Draper Temple Open House

2009-03-16T06:19:00.001-07:00

Jen got us tickets to go to the LDS Draper Temple Open House. Unfortunately, Mac had meetings and I ended up just taking Bella. It actually turned in to such a sweet experience - a mommy-daughter date at the temple! Over the summer, we drove over Suncrest everyday on our way to the gym. Cole got to monitoring the progress and construction of the temple. Pretty cute. When they had finally placed the Angel Moroni ontop of the spire - he said "It's DONE! There he is!"

This is a picture of Bella's favorite room. While walking through, the spirit was so strong and I was so grateful to share such a neat experience with my only sweet girl. She was quiet and reverent and so respectful of her surroundings. I know that while she doesn't understand everything that we do at the temple, she felt the spirit and knew it was an important place.

The font... Capris, my neice, thinks that it is pigs that hold up the font. And she said "There's the hot tub!" So cute!

I am so grateful for temples. For the peace I feel there and for the work that happens in such a sacred place. And mostly... I am grateful because temples make it possible to be with my family forever - and I am pretty sure there is nothing better!

FLASHBACK FRIDAY (a little late...)

2009-03-16T06:05:00.000-07:00

McKay and Dave - their own little version of a lemonade stand. Precious!

America Onstage - Our First Competition!

2009-03-09T10:41:00.000-07:00

We made it through the first of many... Bella's first dance competition! It is so funny that my 6 year-old's schedule is dictating our lives, but it is true! She did great and we are so proud of her. I am still trying to be tech savy and figure out how to post the videos, but for now - just the still shots will have to suffice! :)Isn't she adorable?

So fun -- Another cousin, Caroline, competed at the same competition with her studio. She is a little natural performer and we are so proud of her too!

Bella competed in her first TRIO with Jordan Young and Hallie Rivers to Cheetah Girl's 'Shake your Tailfeather.' They took first place and were awarded a trophy, sash and tiara. YAY!

Bella's advisor Caitlin choreographed her trio and did an amazing job. We love Caitlin!

FLASHBACK FRIDAY...

2009-03-06T09:59:00.000-08:00

It's true. We totally swam with the dolphins on our honeymoon. It was AMAZING! Funny that we both look so young... Can you even believe that it has been almost 10 years?! Lucky to be so in love still... Easy when you are married to prince charming.

My Little Happy Head...

2009-03-01T13:33:00.001-08:00

I am realizing that I have not been documenting little Cruz and how fast he has been growing! All because my camera is broken! Sorry for the camera phone pictures (once again) but we have to make do with what we've got to work with for now. :) He is such a happy little guy - his smile makes me smile. He has been really sick, but we are almost back to 100% and he is smiling again! He loves a tub or shower and loves to be rubbed down with lotion after. Can you tell? I have high hopes that he will stay blonde and blue-eyed -- I think I deserve for one child to look like me - right?

A fun new find...

2009-03-01T11:06:00.001-08:00

So I am totally stealing this off a friend's blog (thanks Janine), but it is just too good to keep quiet! I LOVE my crockpot. Seriously - we are GREAT FRIENDS. Who doesn't like spending a few minutes in the morning and coming home to dinner ready in the evening? AMAZING concept.

My personal crock pot gets a shout-out -- The ALL-CLAD Deluxe Slow Cooker (Thanks MOM!). You can even brown everything in the insert before you drop it in the base -- hence, no loss of flavor. WOW! Anyway, my new find is this blog --

WWW.CROCKPOT365.BLOGSPOT.COM

You won't believe the stash of recipes. It is a total stranger crockpot lady named Stephanie (go figure)-- "My name is Stephanie and I have an unnatural obsession with my crockpot. I'm okay with it." She has photos, the recipe and even a review for every recipe. Dream come true. Thank you crockpot lady! I will keep you posted when I come across some good ones. FUN!

COY BOY

2009-03-01T10:17:00.000-08:00

So I know that I am the proudest Auntie ever, but seriously I think I have the cutest nieces and nephews in the whole world. Just one more little spotlight for now... McCoy Jeffrey Jensen. My brother's long awaited baby boy - he is now almost 10months, but he is prolly 8 months in these photos... I cannot get enough of his big dreamy eyes and kissable chubby cheeks! Love you Coy Boy...

My Very Own Flashback Friday!

2009-02-27T10:11:00.001-08:00

Hee Hee... Jen and I had to dig some old photos out for a slideshow at work. I was nominated for Employee of the Year. Very cool. Turns out I didn't win. But I am still cool. :) Anyway, thought I would share these oldies but goodies. I love checking Trish's blog every Friday. I get the biggest kick out of her old photos. Such a cute idea. Now you can giggle at mine. Who knew I would still be rocking the side pony today? Enjoy!

Vintage Hem Giveaway...

2009-02-27T10:02:00.000-08:00

My sister is doing a slip giveaway on her blog - check it out! It is for the "Have a Ball" slip - it is ADORABLE and a total must have! Details and directions are on the blog -- www.vintagehem.blogspot.com.
Good Luck! :)

Have you seen Baby Ellie?

2009-02-26T08:18:00.000-08:00

Seriously -- Could she be any cuter?! I can't get enough of our little neice Miss Ellie. Our family had four babies in a little over four months -- three boys and a little princess! Cruz and Eliza are only three weeks apart - almost to the day. She is beautiful and I can't wait to watch them all grow up together. Sadly enough -- Ellie has moved to sunny Cali and we don't get to see her nearly enough! I am just looking at these darling photos wishing I could be there to kiss her sweet cheeks! And I can't possibly not mention how much I miss her momma. Tiff is incredible! To watch her blossom as a first time mother has been so amazing. She can do it all and make it look effortless. (I KNOW I was a frazzled chubby mess after my first! :) )She is so gorgeous and I miss her sweet smile and laugh. Tiff can make anyone happy. We definitely feel a void of sunshine in our lives with her a whole two states away! We love your little family and miss you ALL so so so much!

Big Sisters are THE BEST!

2009-02-18T20:28:00.000-08:00

Jen is my older sister. My ridiculously talented, incredibly intelligent, unconditionally loving, beautiful sister. I can't even tell you how she came through for me last week. I had to teach my first ZUMBA class on Saturday and then follow it up with a Relief Society lesson in church on Sunday. It was stress like I haven't experienced in a while and she was there for me constantly offering to help! Nevermind that she is 5 months pregnant and already has 3 kids of her own - she was constantly offering to take my kids, she made my lesson handouts, offered some valuable research information, choreographed and danced with me in a basement until the wee hours and was my biggest cheerleader all along the way. She listened to me cry and whine and lifted me with the best pep-talks a girl could ask for. She came and worked it out in my Zumba class and didn't leave when it got to be too much for her pregnant body! Then she totally showed up to hear my lesson on Sunday. I could totally cope with her pretty face and smile in the audience to reassure me! Sounds silly, but I just cry thinking about how much I love her and how grateful I am to have her in my life. Love you Jen!

ps... Side note -- Jason (Jen's husband) was too cute and showed up to ZUMBA too! Jen didn't tell him what he was getting into. He for sure had no idea he was coming to a latin dance class. :) But he totally stayed through warm-up and tried to shake it in a room full of women before politely stepping out. Seriously amazing - I felt so loved! Thanks Jay!

Beautiful Bella

2009-02-18T20:19:00.000-08:00

My beautiful Bella had pictures at the Dance Club -- no one clued us in that you could bring a different outfit to be photographed in other than your team sweats... So lo and behold - we were wearing a random tee under our sweats, but doesn't matter -- she is still gorgeous! I know I sound like an overly proud and boastful parent, but maybe I am! I just couldn't love her anymore than I do and I find myself overwhelmed with pride that she is mine. I love watching her dance. She makes me giggle with her sass and booty shaking ability. She loves it as much as I do -- such a dream come true! :) Mac and I are dying that she will be seven in a few short months. We have a SEVEN year old?! How did that happen?! She melts my heart with those light brown eyes and I would do almost anything to make her smile or to hear her laugh...

AS SEEN ON T.V.

2009-02-06T20:31:00.000-08:00

Tonight on the way home from dinner Bella told me that she thinks I would really like some SPACE BAGS. She proceeded to recite the whole infomercial almost verbatem! Hilarious hearing your six year old say "It protects your clothes from bugs, dirt and water!...You can put them in your drawers, under your bed or in the garage. All you need is any vaccuum with a hose!" So funny! I realize there are a ton on t.v. now-a-days, but this is Bella's personal favorite. :)

Cole on the other hand prefers the Big City Sliders pan. While he doesn't have the exact wording 100% correct from the actual commercial - he can describe it in great detail and is just as hooked as Bella! He can't believe we don't have it and tells me everytime it comes on "Run Mom - you're going to miss it!"

ZUMBA!!!

2009-01-30T13:00:00.001-08:00

Ditch the workout and Join the Party!!!
ZUMBA is taking over the world! just kidding, but it sure felt that way at the Master Class that Bree and I went to on Saturday. Over 250 people showed up to shake it! Camilio Jimenez was the guest teacher and he worked it out for 2 whole hours! Bree and I both looked like we had jumped in and out of a pool by the end - totally hot. :) More than anything - we had so much fun and shook our booties until it hurt - literally. Ha! If you haven't tried it - you will LOVE it! I am teaching my first class on Valentines Day. Wish me luck...

BELLA DANCERELLA

2009-01-30T12:38:00.001-08:00

Bella and her cousins Abbie and Rachel are all on the same competitive dance team (different age groups). It is so fun to be able to see them so often for practice and even more fun to perform together. These photos are from when they performed at Spanish Fork High School.
Bella is so sassy and her moves make everyone giggle. She is loving dance and never stops dancing! She is constantly twirling and choreographing her own performances. She is a natural and I am so proud of her! Too cute...

Bella and her teachers...

2009-01-30T12:29:00.000-08:00

Bella is loving her teachers (Mrs. Pehrson and Mrs. Waite) at Challenger. They are darling and she thinks the world of them. She is so eager to please them and have them praise her work -- such a type A student already... I love it. She definitely gets it from her daddy though..."Straight 'A' McKay?" She is a smart little thing and loves to learn. She is a die hard reader and amazes me with how far she has come in the last year. My mom bought her a few chapter books and she is zooming through them. In Kindergarten?! She read Nate the Great (62 pages)in one afternoon! Now if I could just get her pumped up on homework...:)

Happy New Year!!!

2009-01-02T10:39:00.001-08:00

Can you believe it?! 2008 has come and gone... I love the promise of a new year; a fresh start and a clean slate. This holiday season was chaotic - A lot happening in our lives that made Christmas a little different this year...BUT especially poignant as we focused on the Savior and how ALL things are made possible through HIM. I feel really blessed and am so grateful for my little family above all.
I will admit it - making and keeping my new year's resolutions hasn't totally been my strength, but this it it! This is my year to really make it happen! I have decided to keep my list short and manageable! :) I figure if I post it here -- I will have loads of extra help in actually following through...Short and Sweet...

1. To be a better Mother and Wife, Sister and Daughter.
How better to show my family how grateful I am for them?

2. Read my scriptures DAILY.
This is BIG. I know I am a better person when I am doing it - just need it to stick!

3. Better record my family's life and all those cute things my kids say and do.
Time flies and no matter how much you think "I won't forget" - truth is you do. I am going to be better with blogging (my only current journal) and pictures. I CAN do it!

4. Focus on my blessings.
I have SO much to be grateful for.

5. Goals at Work...
I teach aerobics and LOVE it. It is just time to take it to the next level and learn something new. Haven't decided whether it is SPIN or Yoga, getting Nutrition Certified or really diving into my already certified ZUMBA, but game on!

6. Get Skinny. Again.
Seriously the worst part of having a baby. So much work to get into shape - so little time and you fall right out! :)

"I SAW THAT!"

2008-12-08T13:54:00.000-08:00

I have been sick. SO sick. Sicker than I think I have ever been before. How does one catch STREP THROAT and the most severe strain of INFLUENZA at the same time - and only a month after having a baby?! Seriously?! I felt like I had been hit by a bus! I am just now recovering after staying in bed for days, being forced into wearing a Sars mask around the baby and asked to stop nursing while on my medication. Super fun during the craziest time of the year and probably the week my little family has needed me most. I am so lucky to have amazing people come to my rescue -- special thanks to Mom Vicki, Stace and Lisanne for covering my kiddies and to Jen and Mom Sam for the constant check ins and edible arrangement and to Trish for the phone calls... I feel loved!
Part of my rescue is a blessing from Mac and Dad Steve. I am so lucky to be able to ask and seriously know things took a turn for the better as soon as I got it. We went back into Dad's office for the blessing - leaving Bella to babysit Baby Cruz and Coley to play cowboys and indians just outside the door. Cole was loud during the whole blessing. Serious warfare between the cowboys and indians going on I guess... Just as we neared the end of the blessing I could hear him getting closer and closer to the glass french doors. I was just waiting for him to barge in. As soon as we said 'amen' - sure enough he came right in...

COLE: "I saw that! I saw that!" (Pointing his little finger at all of us.)
MIMI: "Yep - Mommy just got a blessing from Papa and your Daddy."
COLE: "Yep, Just like Jesus." (Said so nonchanantly as he walked back out the door.)

Not totally sure what he meant, but melted my heart anyway...

Crying Cruzie...

2008-12-08T13:48:00.001-08:00

Could he be any cuter?! Love this -- another shot by Becky! (More coming soon...Picking up my CD later tonight! YAY!) SO life with a newborn is bliss...MOST of the time! :) He is a great baby and I think I am enjoying the newborn phase more than ever before. Not in a rush to see him get bigger. Infact - a little sad at his growing-chubby features. He no longer fits in the tiniest newborn diapers. BUT I love it! Love him, Love Bella and Coley, Love my Husband more everyday. During a season when we all focus on our many blessings -- I feel so blessed!

At Last...

2008-11-15T09:50:00.001-08:00

CRUZ CANNON CHRISTENSEN
11/04/2008 7lbs. 2oz. and 19" long.

Starting to wonder where I have disappeared to? He is finally here!I was induced on November 4th -- Election Day! The doctor broke my water around 8:30am, but Cruz was way too cozy in there and didn't actually arrive until 3:45pm. I decided to go natural again (without an epidural) and this is the only time that I was wishing I hadn't -- OUCH! But he is SO worth it. We are blissfully happy! Bella and Cole absolutely adore him. Cole can't get over how tiny he is and is constantly poking him, "Look at his tiny ears! Look at his tiny eyes! He is so cute!" And Bella is already my biggest helper... She is such a mother hen - holding him whenever I am not. It is precious!

**Picture taken by Becky Kimball - she is AMAZING! :) Thanks again Becks!

Uncle Harry...

2008-09-15T09:27:00.001-07:00

Our Beloved Uncle Harry finally returned home yesterday morning to our loving Heavenly Father... He triumphed over cancer for over three years and lost the battle so bravely in the end. He was an amazing man - one that we feel so incredibly blessed to have had as part of our family. Even in the end, he continued to be so gracious and completely caring toward everyone around him. We love you Uncle Harold!
His beautiful wife and amazing family are in our thoughts and prayers. They continue to be a pillar of strength and faith. We love you!
Check out his blog at www.thelefrandtfamily.blogspot.com.

Ruthie...

2008-09-04T14:37:00.000-07:00

Bella is upstairs playing with her American Girl dolls. She dressing Ruthie and says to me, "Ugh! I wish that Ruthie was real so that she could wiggle her bottom and help get these pants on!" I wonder... Who is it that she witnesses that trick working for? Couldn't possibly be my big booty she is referring to - right? Hee hee...

SO convenient!

2008-08-20T14:02:00.001-07:00

We lunched at the park today for Bella's birthday. I could totally get used to this boy thing... So convenient! :)

Do you think she likes it? :)

2008-08-20T13:54:00.000-07:00

I am sure that I am not the only mother that is guilty of wanting something for her daughter that she didn't have when she was a little girl... Bella got an American Girl doll (Kit Kitteridge) for her birthday today. She is so excited and it is totally hard to not show that I am just as excited! She got matching outfits and extra clothes and accessories for the doll. I love it when I can "hit a homerun" with a present that makes my kids giddy with excitement. Love it even more when it is something I want to play with too! :) Ha!
She has carried Kit everywhere and even seatbelts her in the car with her. She takes her into stores and even just changed her clothes so that she can come to dance with us tonight. So Cute! It is such a grown up girl toy and she is so very careful with her - it couldn't be more precious! And the best part? I heard her whisper in Kit's ear this morning... "I have been waiting for you my whole life!" How cute is that?!

**Camera phone - not the best photo, but still cute...

Happy Birthday Bella!

2008-08-20T13:39:00.000-07:00

Today is my baby girl's 6th birthday - can you believe it?! I am her mommy and I am dying at how grown up she is! She is so mature for her age and is really conscious of others feelings. She is such a big helper and I am so lucky to have her with a new baby on the way! She is really tender with Cole. I love to listen to them giggle or watch her take such good care of him. She opened her gifts this morning and was so appreciative of every little detail. She is becoming more aware of her little blessings in life and I am so grateful that she knows she is spoiled! She is beautiful and sweet and absolutely melts her mommma's heart...And I should mention that she has her Daddy completely wrapped around her little finger too!
I love you Bella!

Dad and Victoria

2008-08-01T16:14:00.001-07:00

Dad and his beautiful bride Victoria...
Dad was married June 13th up at Stein Eriksen. It was a beautiful day and I felt so special to take part in it. I am SO happy that he has found happiness. Victoria is an amazing lady with an enormous heart. She dotes on him and loves him and I love her for it! She has so many beautiful qualities and they make a really great match.
She is really sweet - and going from no children to so many children and 15 grandchildren and being really excited about it proves it! Love you both and wish you every happiness the world has to offer. XXOO

Daddy and His Girls...

2008-08-01T15:51:00.001-07:00

It is no secret to anyone that knows me... I LOVE my Dad. We are extremely close and I am overwhelmed with love and gratitude at the very thought of him. This photo is from his wedding in August. I love it of all of us girls. (Unfortunately there are a few missing.) But - thought that I would take a minute and give those pictured a shout out... I love my family...

First Dad -- He is amazing. He hosts a lunch for the sisters every Friday afternoon. He lets us all come and completely invade his house with our children and stay for as long as we want! He couldn't be more generous with his time. It means so much to me! I love you dad.

>>From The Left of the photo --

Kim -- Kim married my brother Chad. She is SO much fun to be around and prolly has the cutest laugh in the whole world - it is really contagious! She is an amazing mom and for sure the CLEANEST person I have ever met. (WOnder what she thinks when she comes to my house! :) ha! ) She is really tender and a perfect match for Chad. Love you Kim!

Leslie -- Les holds a special place in my heart - she loved to sleep in my bed growing up! Hee hee... Les is a great mom too! She is for sure "homemaker of the year" with her constant jam and salsa making! She is super thoughtful and never forgets anyone's birthday. I appreciate her sweetness more than words! I love you Les!

Amy -- Amy is ridiculously talented in the hair department. She for sure gave me the best hair cut I have ever had! We just found out she is pregnant and I am so excited that we get to be pregnant together! (Even if I am a few months ahead and a few pounds heavier!) Amy has been my partner in crime on too many occasions to even mention...:) She is incredibly sweet and strong. Love you Mimi!

Steph -- Yes - I have a sister named Steph too! How is that for wild and exciting? Stephanie is really sweet and such a good mom to her boys. She is a mad go-getter and it makes her a fab real estate agent. She can be really giving and is spending next week at a foster kids camp. So sweet. Love you Steph!

Jen -- There isn't ever enough room to say enough about Jen. I think that she is an amazing woman, mother and wife. It is annoying that she manages to do it all so well! She is an incredible mom to her three beautiful girls. She full on makes their riding costumes and even braved dance clothes last week. She is queen of hair-dos and all things girl. I look to her example constantly! She has started her own business - Vintage Hem - and it is a huge success! I am so proud of her accomplishments and am in awe that she has the courage to make it happen! I love you Jen!

"Snowcone" should be my middle name...

2008-08-01T15:37:00.000-07:00

SO everyone is talking about pregnancy cravings... Thought that I would add mine to the mix! I am HOT! Seriously - does it have to be one million degrees everyday? I CANNOT cooldown... Snowcones are my saving grace. My current fave? Tigersblood and Pina Colada - side by side - YUM!
Others on the list... Been dying for a simple baked potato from Wendy's, but after THREE attempts to get one and being shut down (WHO runs out of potatoes?!) and one tearful episode following one such shut down, I have given up. GOing to have to buy and bake my own dang potato! And as usual... Loving garlic and anything mexican! The seven layer dip and guacamole at Harmons keep me happy on a weekly basis. hee hee...

MEMORY LANE

2008-07-23T15:47:00.000-07:00

I stole this off of Ashlee's blog... I am totally doing it for some happy distraction!

MEMORY LANE- This will be fun! This is just too fun to pass up. Here are the directions:

1. As a comment on my blog, leave one memory that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! I guess good or bad, but be nice!!!!!!!

2. Next, re-post these instructions on your blog and see how many people leave a memory about you. If you don't want to play on your blog, or if you don't have a blog, I'll leave my memory of you in my comments.

A quick update...

2008-07-23T15:23:00.001-07:00

Still alive, but for sure the worst blogger ever... I have so many big events to catch up on but NO TIME to do it! I promise - it is coming...
Unfortunately, we have a sad little update -- Our beautiful new home was broken into this week and we were robbed BIGTIME! I mean honestly - who steals?! I have been through an emotional tornado - first sobbing for days and now I am ANGRY! I feel violated and betrayed and heartbroken all at once. They came at somepoint during Sunday (July 20th) night and stole so much that they must have had a Uhaul truck or trailer to tote it all away. Among the things they took (and mind you - we notice more and more everyday) our leather couches, 3 plasma tvs, my kitchenaid mixer, a shopvac, a powerwasher, our lovesac, a beautiful painting of Christ that Steve and Katie gave us for Christmas, a vintage leather football, and the most painful items -- my iMAC desktop computer with all of our family pictures on it and ALL of McKay's baseball gear. I am horribly devastated and sickened by the fact that someone feels totally okay robbing us of our precious memories! We just want those items back! We are doing everything in our power to catch the people that did it, but keep your eyes open!
We have so much to be grateful for and are focusing on our many blessings. We are so happy that no one was hurt and that we are all safe and sound. I know that there are a lot of worse things out there... We are happy to have two beautiful children and one more on the way -- and find in them all that we need to live a happy life! :)

SNIPS AND SNAILS AND PUPPY DOG TAILS...

2008-07-01T19:21:00.000-07:00

That is what little boys are made of! We are having a boy! Little Cole is so excited. He wants it "to be named Ryder and sleep in my room!" Bella was a little disappointed at first, but is just as happy now -- especially after her daddy explained that she will be his ONLY special girl for now. :) Too cute!

Pregnant AND Homeless :)

2008-06-11T18:37:00.000-07:00

Hi family and friends! Just a quick update -- we ARE still alive! I apologize for being a lame blogger lately, but let's be honest -- we have been CRAZY!!! The Parade of Homes is almost over (whew!) and we have been bouncing from house to house living with different family members as all of our furniture is currently at the Parade Home. (Tried the air mattress at our house and wasn't loving it! :)) Getting the house ready for the parade was definitely an adventure, but I am SO happy it is over with! Hopefully you all had a chance to see it - I think all of our hard work and team work paid off! I love it... I feel overwhelmed with gratitude for everyone that helped us during our crazy week - Lisannie and Mom were UNBELIEVEABLE and Kate totally took my kids overnight! BIG deal no matter what, but she gets extra points because she has three of her own -- Five kids under Five? She deserves a medal! :)Trish and Jesse full on picked up giant rugs and art and drove in the rain to deliver them! Who does that? There are too many people to name, but I have Thank Yous coming for all of my amazing helpers. Friends and family dropped everything to rescue me and help - From the bottom of my heart -- THANK YOU!
The kids are doing great in "vacation mode" - it is hard to keep a schedule when you aren't at your own home and they don't have their own space. I am so glad that it is summer and that we have realitively no strict timelines to deal with just yet. Things feel totally wild, but no complaints - we have so much to be grateful for.
More importantly, we have had a lot happening with my sweet sister-in-law Shelby, who is four weeks ahead of me pregnant. She started leaking amniotic fluid and is on bedrest. You can read all about her and our nephew Baby Boston at their blog -- . Their little family is amazing and we are praying for them everyday! Boston is a miracle in the making and we have so much faith that he will make it here!
Thank you for all of your love and support. I promise that we will be up and going again soon... OR if not soon - as soon as I can! Loves to all... xxoo

Dear Diary,

2008-05-04T13:10:00.000-07:00

These are just a few of Bella's latest... Isn't she cute?

(You can barely see it, but there is a baby next to Cole in the picture.)

(Reads: Dere Diri, Im rili ixsid obawt the baby in moms bely. The End.)
(Translation: Dear Diary, I'm really excited about the baby in Mom's belly. The End.)

Cowboy Coley

2008-05-04T12:56:00.000-07:00

Cole is obsessed with horses. He LOVES them! For Cole's birthday gift from my older brother Chad and his little family, Chad brought some horses up to McKay's parents home for Coley to ride. He was in heaven. Chad couldn't have picked a more amazing gift, it was really thoughtful and a ton of work! THANK YOU CHAD!!! It ended up being an afternoon of fun for everyone - kids and adults alike. After all the kids had a ride - some of the adults wanted a turn too! I think that we all left there wanting our own horses and just thinking we could all be cowboys if we wanted to! :)
Since that day, Cole has told us over and over that he wants to ride the horse that Chad gave him for his birthday! Ha! He doesn't totally grasp that it was just a ride - how funny is that?!

ps... Again - camera phone pictures... Not the best:)

Gum anyone?

2008-05-04T12:30:00.000-07:00

Mac took the kids up to see the new house yesterday. Cole and Bella helped themselves to Daddy's gum on the way up. They wandered around the house for a bit then loaded back up in the car. Cole reached for the gum again...

Mac: "Hey -- you already had some!"
Cole: "I need some more!"
Mac: "Where did it go? Did you swallow it?"
Cole: "No I spit it out. Sorry Dad, it's in the office."

Ha! I think he is so used to the construction phase - a.k.a. crap everywhere - that he didn't think spitting his gum on the floor is that big of a deal. Gross! :)

Happy Birthday Cole!

2008-05-04T11:56:00.000-07:00

Coley turned three on April 25th. Can you believe how grown up he is?! This year - things finally clicked. He sang (and still sings) happy birthday to himself. He announced to everyone that it was his birthday everywhere we went. He picked out his Power Ranger cake all by himself. He had a special day with Daddy - Mac took him golfing, to lunch and the dino museum. He was spoiled by our families and received mostly clothes from everyone. I thought it was so cute that he was just as interested in the clothes as the toys. He genuinely appreciates everything - it is super cute.
He is my baby (for now) and I am so emotional at his getting older. His tender personality absolutely melts my heart. He is incredibly sweet and I can't get enough of him. He is all boy -- loves guns and cowboys, swords and pirates, power rangers and ninja turtles. A huge relief considering in the beginning, he only had girly toys to keep him busy. He asks almost everyday if he can wear his cowboy boots and I have taken to hiding them to avoid the drama! :) I have let him wear them to the store occasionally, but I prefer 'only at home' instead. He is very particular about funny little things - like heaven forbid you should ever sit in HIS stool, his blanket has to be perfectly spread on top of him every night before bed and he WILL wake me in the middle of the night to fix it again should it get out of place, he is very picky about which sippy I offer him out of the cupboard, and his shoes must be tied in a double knot! His little quirks are endearing. He loves to have his haircut - thank you Kookie Cutters in Draper - and tells me all the time, "Mom, my hair is falling! I need a haircut!" (When it won't stand up for his usual faux-hawk.) He adores Bella and follows her everywhere. They are sweet little friends and so protective of each other. Cole has learned to pray by himself and his little voice just couldn't be any cuter. He never forgets to bless each of us. He is so excited for the new baby and asks "Mom, if it's a boy - can he sleep in my bed?" I just love him so much and am overwhelmed with pride that he is mine. Happy Birthday Baby Boy!

SPRING BREAK '08

2008-05-04T11:44:00.000-07:00

So I know I am a little behind, but catching up takes time! Bella is only in Kindergarten, but she was totally into Spring Break this year. She would wake up everyday and ask me "Mom, what are we going to do today that is really fun and exciting?" No pressure, right? :) Poor girl had to put up with a week full of meetings and appointments for the house - definitely not that fun and exciting. I did manage to get us up to the zoo on the one day of nice weather that week though. Bree, Gavin, and Ayva came with us and we all had a great time!
*Disclaimer -- camera phone photos! :)

SICK OF BEING SICK!!!

2008-04-11T19:45:00.000-07:00

I am SO over this whole morning sickness thing. It would be one thing if it was only in the morning... But NO... All day? Ugh.... McKay says that I am complaining less so I must be feeling better. Rather, the truth is that I am just starting to accept it as part of my current "normal" life. And hey - I am tired of hearing myself complain! Ha! :)
The kids are so funny about it. Bella is ready to dis-include me from all family functions and activities because in her words "She's STILL sick." Today was a prized day as we all (Cole, Bella and I) took a nap! My kids are way beyond the napping stage so it is a rare treat when they fall asleep in the car and transfer to the house still zonked. So grateful for those times! I got a whole two hours - YAY! Cole woke up and was hollering at me from his bed in the next room.

Cole: "Mom?! Mom?!"
Me: "Yes?"
Cole: "Where are you? Are you in you bed?"
Me: "Yes."
Cole: "Mom - it is NOT night time! Yook (look -can't say his Ls just yet) outside."
Me: "I know Coley. Mommy just doesn't feel good. My tummy is sick."
Cole: "Mooooommmm! Get up!" (And in the most annoyed tone you can imagine...) "Get some food!"

He thinks he has it all figured out. Hee hee... He is so cute. I feel bad that he is getting annoyed - believe me, if I could change it I would! I have all sorts of new found sympathy for the mothers that get so sick during pregnancy. I have always felt bad for you, but now I have true empathy. Not sure how you do it over and over again.... I know that they say you forget, but fat chance I will! Yuck! You ladies are amazing... Mom, Kate, Shelb and Becky - you are my heroes! Thanks so much for your loving phone calls and all the offers to help. I have the sweetest friends and family. Loves to all...

Mommy's Little Helper...

2008-03-31T13:41:00.001-07:00

Bella is so grown up... This weekend had me in tears - I am so grateful for her little personality!
I have been feeling super nauseated and sick this pregnancy, but rarely throw up. Unfortunately on Sunday - it actually came up! UGH! I was in bed trying to muster the energy to get up for my kids when I overheard Bella in the kitchen. She was completely taking care of Coley solo. She made him toast for breakfast and even managed to mix up some chocolate milk for the two of them. They were watching a movie on my laptop when I finally made it out to see them.
I laid on the floor or the couch most of the day with Bella catering to my every need. Ice water, toast for mommy, tissues and pillows and blankets. She brought me a special snack - a banana and Special K Bar on a paper plate. She even brushed my hair - which I am sure was looking super scary in order to prompt such a favor. :) She kept asking me "Can I get anything else for you Mom? Can I do something for you?" And when I would thank her - her reply was "No Problem!" She was even my amazing helper when Cole thought it would be fun to shove 20 million pounds of TP down the toilet, flush it and flood the bathroom. SO fun!
Needless to say, I am so grateful for her and her sweet willingness to be my special helper. She couldn't be more excited for the baby - and I couldn't be more excited to have her help! I love her so much and am so grateful she is mine...

My Little Fashonista...

2008-03-07T15:51:00.001-08:00

I came out of the bedroom one day after getting ready and Bella proceeded to check me out from head to toe....

Bella: "Whoa! You look cute!"
Me: "Thanks honey..."
Bella: "You have so many more clothes than me!" (Imagine it in a valley girl sing song voice.)
Me: "What? Um yeah... I am the Mom. When you are the mom - you can have more clothes than your daughter."
Bella: "Hmph."

A few minutes later...
Bella: "Mom, you might not like this, but how about we share clothes when I get older?"

She isn't even six and already wants to be in my closet and in my clothes! How did she just come out like that? She is such a girly girl and loves all the things I do. Now if I could just persuade her to wear something other than her favorite outfit - a white tee-shirt and jeans - everyday. Argh!

BIG EXPECTATIONS!

2008-03-07T15:40:00.000-08:00

I know... I know... I have fallen off the blogging wagon yet again! But it is just my crazy life -- I have yet to find a way to balance it all! I have decided that it is just because I have such BIG expectations... We are currently building a home and have BIG expectations for how it will all come together. We are working with the strictest of deadlines and literally have something to choose or pick out every single day. No pressure right? Super fun process with toddlers in tow. My kids have come to dread the words "appointment" and "meeting." And I am planning the quarterly Enrichment activity for our ward. You know how I LOVE parties and of course just have BIG expectations for how it will turn out. Balloons and Cake? Killer combo if you ask me! :) Not to mention the most heavenly breadsticks from Jules Bettinson. AMAZING! Then I am trying to progress as an aerobics instructor. BIG expectations to live up to... And all the while - I am going to get BIG because I am expecting! Surprise! We are adding another to the Christensen Family Chaos. We are thrilled! And I am tired...
I am going to be better... Promise!

Dearest Prophet - President Gordon B. Hinckley

2008-01-30T20:24:00.000-08:00

Not going to lie - I stole this letter off a stranger's blog. But she seems really nice and I don't think she will mind. It is a teary read - a letter from the Prophet to his sweet wife Marjorie...

"My Darling,
All that is said in this book concerning your virtues is true. Your own words and those spoken by a host of friends bear tribute to your worth. More, much more, might have been included.
It is now more than sixty years since we entered the Salt Lake Temple, there to be married for eternity. I had known you for a long time prior to that. I knew what I was getting into, and it has turned out as I had hoped it would. What a treasured companion you have been. Through all these years we have walked side by side as equals before the Lord. There have been good days and bad days, but the good days have far outnumbered the bad ones.

You have been my critic and my judge. You have seen to it that my shoes were shined, my suit pressed, my tie straight. You have pushed aside the flattery that comes with public life, and winnowed the kind and sincere words of honest and loving friends. You have held at bay that old fraud of adulation and kept my feet planted on the solid earth. How I appreciate you....our voracious appetite for reading and your relentless pursuit of knowledge have kept you alert and refreshing throughout a long and fruitful life. Now we have grown old together, and it has been a sweet experience. We have shrunk in stature and move a little more slowly. We are more forgetful. But as of this writing we still have one another--and that is so good. And when in some future day the hand of death gently touches one or the other of us there will be tears, yes, but there will also be a quiet and certain assurance of reunion and eternal companionship.
'Trusty, dusky, vivid, true...'
The God of Heaven fashioned you.
I love you, dear"

Could there be a better depiction of how incredibly sweet and tender he was? He was strong and steadfast, yet incredibly meek and humble. He had the cutest sense of humor. And let's be honest, is there a cuter grandpa?
I am so grateful to have been raised "knowing" and loving him. I am grateful for his beautiful example and sweet simplicity. I love the principles that he lived by and encouraged us to rise to. I am grateful that my kids can recognize his picture and pray for him in their nightly prayers. I am grateful for the millions of ways that my testimony was strengthened by his amazing words and the very sound of his voice! I know that he was called of God and rejoice in the fact that he is now with our loving Heavenly Father. It melts my heart to think of his reunion with his eternal companion too...:)

Fun Test!

2008-01-10T17:49:00.001-08:00

What's Your True Color?

My Result: Orange

You're a bold, confident orange. A warm, powerful color that indicates a strong, welcoming personality, orange is the mark of people who are social and extroverted by nature. Vibrant, with an upbeat attitude, you have a bright, inviting demeanor. Energetic and fun-loving, you're a real friend-magnet. Your easy charm and unassuming manner make you the sort of person people want to meet and get to know better. Well-rounded and fun to be around, you enjoy helping others, so it's no surprise that orange also symbolizes attraction. Orange is an extraordinary color — for an extraordinary person.

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CUTE LITTLE COUSINS...

2007-12-29T09:56:00.001-08:00

After visiting the Nativity, we went to Pizza Factory (a family favorite!) for dinner. While trying to entertain so many kiddies in a restaurant can be a bit on the challenging side, we always end up having a great time.

These photos do a great job at showing Cole and Capris' little LOVE-HATE relationship. They are either the very best of friends and inseparable or at eachothers throats the whole time! They were holding hands without being prompted. Pretty cute...

LIVE NATIVITY...

2007-12-29T08:57:00.000-08:00

I, like so many others am playing catch up, trying desperately to post all the christmas photos before they become passe. We had the neatest experience with the kids this year and plan on making it a tradition - we visited the live nativity in Alpine. We were able to see it the very last night it was running - otherwise I would have alerted all my family and friends that it was a must see... They do it every year -- so I will keep you posted next year! It was incredible... The kids had so much fun seeing (and even petting) a camel, a donkey and sheep up close. There were different representations of normal life during that time - i.e. what it was like to bake bread and make clothing. I think the whole experience made the story really come to life for them. The sweetest part was how reverent they became when entering the barn where "Mary" and "Joseph" held their "Baby Jesus." The children all stood so quietly and were mesmerized by the little scene. It was a really tender and special memory for our family and the perfect reminder of what we really celebrate on Christmas.

I know this seems like a funny little photo, but I couldn't resist documenting a dream fulfilled for little Coley. He LOVES school buses. Everyday we drive Bella to school in PG and we spot four or five on the way out. He ALWAYS asks, "Is that my bus? I want to go on a bus!" Well, for the nativity they make you park your car at a church and they bus you up to the location... He was giddy happy. Too cute!

Dave and Shelby and Girls on the bus

They had a real camel!

Our beloved Mimi and Papa

At the very end, we all tried to squeeze into Papa's truck so that we could get back to our cars sooner than having to wait for the bus to pick us up again... So many people in such a tiny space - it had us all giggling the whole way back. :)

Breakfast with Santa...

2007-12-19T15:27:00.000-08:00

McKay's family has the cutest tradition - breakfast with Santa Claus for all the kids. It is so adorable and we look forward to it every year... The kids had a great time. And it totally helps that the Santa is the cutest Santa you have ever seen. I was so excited that Cole was actually into Santa - he didn't scream like last year. It is so special over here -- both the kids are so excited for Christmas.

Bella with Santa

Cole with Santa

Mommy with her very own Santa ;)

To Pose or Not to Pose...

2007-12-19T15:04:00.000-08:00

Bella is my poser. She is always game for a photo shoot.
She is so beautiful and is growing up way too fast.

Cole used to be to...and still will occassionally, but this is what I am getting lately. What can I say - Still so cute!

NAKED CHEF

2007-12-17T22:30:00.000-08:00

Cole is currently totally into aprons. A fascination I have as well, but somehow a little less appropriate for a toddler boy! :) I am working on finding one that is a little more masculine - maybe some kind of sushi chef or bbq apron? He makes me giggle on a daily basis - just thought that I would give you a sneak peak as to what it is like around here.... I couldn't possibly love him more.

LAKE BOYS REUNION 2007

2007-11-16T16:21:00.000-08:00

A little history first... McKay has this group of friends that he has known and grown up with his whole life. There are too many details to explain how they came to be the self-titled "Lake Boys" (A whole story in and of itself.) but that is what I have known them as since Mac and I were married. They are all amazing and all bring something different to the crowd. They are totally the type of friends that no matter how long they have been apart, things are exactly the same when they get together. I love watching them interact. We wives have grown close too - and I really enjoy spending time with them!
Our "reunion" this year was in Vegas and we spent the weekend catching up, boating, shopping, watching shows, eating out and laughing. Lots and lots of laughing... We love you guys!

Rick and Marci

Logan and Jamie

Adam and Megan

Ryan and Lisa

Mac and Steph

More Halloween...

2007-11-16T15:03:00.000-08:00

So I for sure don't get the Mother of the Year Award for halloween pictures. I was lame and not totally on top of things - so what we did get will just have to suffice! You can tell from these photos that Cole was having a rough night - no nap...His pirate tantrum was loads of fun. And to be 100% honest - none of the kids were that into sitting down for the photos. I wish I could describe how cute everyone looked though - we had so much fun despite the chaos. Mimi (McKay's mom) always makes us feel so special and spoils the kiddies absolutely rotten. We are so lucky to have her!

Could be...

2007-11-16T14:12:00.000-08:00

Cole (my two year old) just came to me sobbing. Really sobbing - not the pretend kind that I get a lot of the time - real tears and a runny nose too... He can hardly talk and I am having a really hard time understanding him because he is crying so hard. I get a little panicky as he tells me that his stomach hurts - what mom doesn't jump to thinking "Oh no, what did you eat?!" Then the following conversation ensued...

Bella: "Ooohh - his stomach hurts real bad mom."
Me: "I can tell - what happened?!"
(I get this real sly look - she is totally checking me out to see what my reaction will be... And all of the sudden it clicks.)
Me: "Bella, you need to tell Mommy what happened!"
Bella: "Well his stomach is hurting real bad...And it COULD be because I did it."
Me: "Did what?!"
Bella: "Well, it COULD be because I punched him."

Of course she apologized and is now in her room...Anyone want to trade? :) They are lucky that they are so cute because it saves their lives on a daily basis! :) Only teasing... I will keep them and wouldn't trade them for anything! Punching and all...

Papa's Halloween Party...

2007-11-10T14:10:00.001-08:00

We have a monthly family night with my Dad - it is his way of getting all of us together in the same spot at least once during the month. We love it! You have never seen a cuter grandpa that puts more effort into the happiness of his grandkids! He is precious!
So October's theme was obviously Halloween. Unfortunately, my camera was dying and I didn't get nearly as many photos as I would have liked, but here are just a few. My Dad goes all out and decorates the garage to the hilt! I am sorry to not have any photos of all his effort, but next year for sure! And I wasn't even able to get a picture of all the cousins, but they all looked so cute. Here is who we did get --

Coley was and still is OBSESSED with his Pirate costume. Best money I have ever spent!

Our Beautiful Little Cleopatra. She picked out her costume all by herself and there was just no swaying her!

My sister Amy's little boy Lliam was the cutest chicken you have ever seen -

wouldn't you agree?! I love it!

My sister Leslie's little boy Hamilton was a precious lion - can't get enough of him!

My sister Stephanie's son Cody was a pirate too - Cole loved having a pirate buddy!

Cute Cousins - Caroline was an adorable little dorothy to go with her lion baby brother... Too cute!

Conference in Springdale!

2007-11-08T14:48:00.000-08:00

I know that I am way behind - so here is my first attempt at catching up! We went to visit my Dickman grandparents in Springdale, UT for general conference weekend. They have a ranch - Grandview Ranch - right at the mouth of Zions National Park and have been there for 40+ years. It was so beautiful! Zions canyon is amazing! It was so fun to visit their home - I think that I appreciate it so much more as an adult. It was fun to notice and photograph the little things that make the ranch what it is and give it so much character. My grandparents have created this incredible legacy of love with their lifetime of service. It was so touching to watch them go to so much effort during our stay - always waiting on us and offering us anything and everything they had. I love them and am so grateful to have them in my life...
Cole and Bella had so much fun. They wanted to be riding in the golf cart or on the four wheeler every minute we were there. They loved the cows too. Cole was so mad that he couldn't touch them. (Gross!) I am so happy that they got to experience the ranch like I did as a child. Sweet memories made...
And how can I not mention Conference and the incredible spiritual feast that it was? I am refreshed, renewed and inspired to be better! I am so grateful for those special words and the amazing spirit that accompanies every single speaker...

Off the wagon...

2007-11-08T14:45:00.000-08:00

I have completely fallen off the blog bandwagon...And apparently I am seriously busted... I am going to try harder! Game on Jeffy...Estephe is Back!

Not for Gells...

2007-10-13T15:53:00.000-07:00

SO Cole's latest phrase is "Not for Gells." (Not for girls.) He says it to Bella every chance he gets. I think it comes from me telling him that he can't wear Bella's princess dress ups. He wants in on all the dress up action - especially when Bella has friends over and they are all into it. I tell him - "Princess dresses are for girls. You go find your fireman costume or the cowboy boots and hat. Boys don't wear dresses." He is so disappointed but slowly starting to figure out that there are things just for boys too! He loves to tell Bella that his cars and squeaky shoes are "Not for Gells." So cute!

TAGGED...

2007-10-11T19:34:00.000-07:00

I have been tagged by Kelie. The rules:

A. The rules of the game are posted at the beginning.
B. Each player lists 6 facts/habits about themselves.
C. At the end of the post, the player then tags 6 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves them a comment, letting them know that they have been tagged and asking them to read your blog.

Man, so nervous! Not sure I am as cool as everyone else!

1. Lived in Utah my whole life - UNTIL I married McKay - then 14 cities and 11 states in 8 years since then!
2. I can rate almost every baseball stadium in the country based on the cuisine and concessions they offer :)
3. I go au naturel for labor and delivery - epidurals are for wimps! ;) Two down - two to go!
(McKay thinks four to go! Shhh... Four is totally the new six!)
4. My ring size is 4 1/4 - the skinniest part on my body for sure! hee hee...
5. My middle name should be Coldstone. I could eat it everyday...for every meal.
6. I used to hate to work out... Now I am teaching and loving it - how is that for conquering it? I am really proud...
(Obviously not that consistent with my love of food and ice cream... Maybe that is why I don't look like it? :))

I tag Tricia, Lisanne, Shelby, Katie, Jami, and Jon & Ash! FUN!

Family Night...

2007-10-08T20:44:00.000-07:00

I bought one of those kits to make a haunted gingerbread house... Still deciding whether or not I would totally recommend it. Needless to say - the finished product looked nothing like the picture on the box, but I guess it was worth it just having the kids have so much fun...Notice that Bella's side has the nice and neat rows while Cole's side is crammed with as much candy as possible. They are so cute!

No Wowee Bella...

2007-10-08T19:00:00.000-07:00

Bella has had a few bad dreams lately - waking in the middle of the night crying. The most recent dream had her crying before Cole had fully fallen asleep. She told McKay and I that she was afraid that someone was peeking in her window. It scared US enough to have McKay walk around the house outside just to be sure no one was there... He carried his bat with him to be safe... Ever since then, Little Cole has insisted on sleeping with his little bat. He is already so protective of Bella. He said to her, "No Wowee Bella," while patting his bat next to him in bed. "No Wowee... Monsters not coming. They go night night." Precious...

JUST DREAMING...

2007-09-21T17:31:00.001-07:00

While on our trip in California, Mac and I happened upon this range in a Williams Sonoma store. Isn't it amazing?! I am completely obsessed with it. I love the blue and copper - so perfect for the tuscan home we are building - dontcha think? Unfortunately, they are ridiculously expensive - handmade in France might have something to do with it - and unless we can find someway to get a fabulous deal...it is prolly a no go. But just thought that I would share so you could all salivate over it too. Does anyone else salivate over appliances?! Hope that it is not just me...

WE LOVE LULU!

2007-09-20T21:34:00.000-07:00

Again, playing catch up...Lisannie's birthday was on September 8th...Happy Birthday Lu! For those of you who don't know, Lisanne and I were best friends in high school. The Christensens moved to Alpine our Sophomore year and when I first saw her I thought that she was WAY too beautiful to be sweet. We didn't get close until the summer before our Junior year - then we were inseparable! Boy was I wrong! She is one of the sweetest, genuine and most caring people that you will ever meet. Lisanne has a special light about her - one that makes it impossible for anyone that meets her not to love her instantly. She is as beautiful inside as she is on the out (WOW! I know...) She is responsible for McKay and I -- she set us up and was even my partner in crime while we dated in secret! She is incredibly talented in too many areas to list and she has the voice of an angel. If you haven't heard her sing -- it could change your life... Instant water works for me - almost every time! She is a doting wife and the perfect mommy to baby Cha Cha. We love and adore you Lulu and feel so blessed to have you in our lives!
ps...This photo is really old... Lulu will prolly be wondering "When was that?!" But I still love it!

Labor Day...

2007-09-20T21:15:00.001-07:00

Addie and Bella...A little too bright for Bella:)

Capris and Cole...They are the cutest little friends. Cole is constantly asking "Where Prisy?"

Cole cracks me up. Just lounging? hee hee...

Mimi and Ty...I couldn't resist this photo - isn't Ty just the cutest? We all love Mimi so much. She has the most adorable relationship with each of the grandbabies. We are beyond lucky that she is ours!

So I know that I am WAY behind to be posting pictures from Labor day, but I am determined to catch up! We spent the day at Promontory in Park City with McKay's family. The kids always have the time of their life up there and it is rough to get them to leave. Great for wearing them out though - so at least the whining doesn't last too long before they are fast asleep. :) We had a blast and are so grateful that Mom and Dad let us hang out up there whenever we want. The pool is amazing! Mac and I even attempted to play some tennis. Attempted being the operative word. Still working on even being able to play basic - let alone at Mac's level. He is so darling though - super patient with me and we have fun. I love to make him proud! (So KTate -- still brushing up on my skills - don't think we forgot! We need to do it soon!)

Finally Me!

2007-09-20T14:21:00.000-07:00

It is Thursday and I am finally feeling a little more like me! Still not 100%, but definitely close! I wanted to thank everyone for the phone calls (most unreturned - sorry!) and sweetness shown while I was so sick! Kat -- you are an angel! I really appreciate the soup and help with my kids. I am so spoiled to have you for a friend! Everyone was very caring and it made me feel really loved! So thanks! I have so many pics to post and so much to catch up on, but unfortunately I need to unbury the house and make the living conditions a little more suitable around here first... So until then.... Thanks again!

FOOD POISONING...

2007-09-17T15:52:00.000-07:00

I am dying a slow death! Mac and I arrived home from our trip to Cali on Saturday and I have been in bed since then... I am sure that I have never been so sick in my entire life! I would much rather be back in the delivery room experiencing natural childbirth - because at least I would have something at the end of such a horrid proccess! It is getting better, but I am still not great... I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy! The Dr. finally called me in some medicine and it seems to be helping...Wish me luck -- as I am supposed to teach at the gym tomorrow night! So much to tell you about, but it will have to wait just a little bit until I am back to 100%...Ugh!

JUST PEEKING...

2007-09-08T16:07:00.000-07:00

Love this photo of Cole - says so much about his little personality. I love having a little boy and a little girl -- the best of both worlds! Cole is ALL boy - so busy and into everything around him. He is so curious and so innocent. It is so much fun to see the world through his eyes and watch him experience everything new... He has the cutest little mischievious side -- just spying on the neighbors? hee hee...

Family Prayer...

2007-09-08T15:56:00.000-07:00

Every night when we put the kids to bed we have to say TWO prayers - so that each child gets a turn to say it. I am waiting for this little phase to wear off, but really enjoying it in the meantime. Cole can say two lines - "Dear Heavenly Father, Thank you for this day..." then he pauses and waits for help. Bella, being the older sister, always tries to prompt him with what to say next, but Cole won't have it. "NO Bella!" So Mac or I help him and he is happy to listen to one of us... Then Bella says her prayer and we tuck them in for the night.
Well the other night, Bella was in the middle of her prayer and Cole decided that HE was going to help HER.
Cole says: "Cole, Coley, Cole....Cole." (Making sure of course that he wasn't forgotten in her prayer.)
Bella just keeps on going with what she was saying...
Cole: "SAY IT BELLA!"
And we all wound up in giggles...Somehow we managed to pull it together and finish our little night routine, but it kept me smiling until I fell asleep...

Oops...

2007-09-05T20:24:00.000-07:00

We went up to Park City for Labor Day. (Photos to come...) We left Sunday after Church and stayed overnight. I completely spaced the milk that gets delivered on Sunday night! I didn't even think about it until we were leaving for school Tuesday morning. I freaked out - rushed outside and brought in the 5 containers. After turning them over and over and inspecting them for any gross chunks - I threw them in the fridge and took off for the day... So I am smart enough to realize that for sure milk is going to spoil outside for 24 hours...But feeling guilty for the oversight - I put them away to deal with it later...
Tonight after dinner, Mac sat down to enjoy some yummy milk and cookies and sure enough discovered the spoiled milk. I didn't even have to be in the same room to realize what was happening...Pretty sure I haven't laughed this hard in a long time! To be honest -- it was really funny!
Me: "Spoiled Milk?"
Mac: "Yeah...This one is!"
Me: "Well, prolly all five."
Mac: "What?!"
Me: "I brought them in a little late."
Mac: "How late?"
Me: "Like 24 hours late?"
Mac: "Are you kidding me? Well for sure they would spoil in the blazing heat for a whole 24 hrs!"
He gets the shudders and the dry heaves and I can't stop laughing... Not a very nice wife this week...

Chicken Fingers and Chopsticks?

2007-09-05T16:26:00.000-07:00

Bella was lucky enough to have a sleepover at Auntie Lulu (Lisanne) and Uncle Jeffy's house - so fun! Lulu has posted pictures of the big night on her blog... I am going to get copies soon! Anyway, we had a special night out with just our little Coley man! We went up to Park City to see the parade of homes and went to dinner at HAPA Grill - YUM! It is a Pan-Asian restaraunt so we did the whole chopstick thing - Cole had the time of his life with his little cheater chopsticks. We giggled at his meal choice - chicken fingers and still using chopsticks. HA! We had so much fun with him - it was cute to see his little personality come out even more when he was alone and had our full attention! He is growing up way too fast...
**Disclaimer -- photos taken with camera phone -- not the best...

The Essence of Bella

2007-09-05T15:56:00.001-07:00

More pictures from our Newport trip this summer... I love this little collage. Our photographer did such a great job at capturing the very essence of Bella. She is so innocent and pure, yet has so much personality! She loves to dance - it is in her blood... Everywhere we go she is twirling and performing for a sometimes imaginary audience, but more likely an audience of strangers. I love her more than words. These photos melt my heart and overwhelm me with pride -- I am SO proud that she is mine.

A Dream Realized...

2007-08-28T16:55:00.000-07:00

So many of you know that I have been in the process of becoming an aerobics instructor for weeks - months even... I have wanted to forever and decided to just go for it... With lots of help and support from so many friends and family - I took the test and certified in November...
*Special shout out to my darling Trish. She has been invaluable in my training... I must have called her one million times in the first few weeks and still use her as my expert resource... She has been too cute for words -- and I am emotional at how she has been close to my biggest fan. (McKay would say he is my biggest fan for sure.) She let me team teach with her (scary with such a rookie) and steal some of her best moves. She let me use her mic and music when I lost mine. She has been an incredible emotional support when I have been frustrated or discouraged. She cheers me on and is genuinely happy for my successes. She has helped me in more ways than I can count! I am so lucky to be close to her outside of the gym too... I could go on and on about her amazing qualities, but in a nutshell - she is one of the most giving, selfless, caring people I know. I adore her and her husband and her babies! I love you Trish!
The funny thing is that certifying is only the very beginning of what can be a LONG process... I have been a member at the Treehouse in Draper for almost 8 years - I think. I have serious loyalty to the club and have wanted to teach there since I started this whole process! First I had to audition...(Gut-wrenching to be honest...Felt just like high school...HA!) After that comes the team teaching then the sub list. I have been subbing for a few weeks - just hoping to one day have my own class... Well, today my little dream came true. I am an official treehouse instructor! YAY! I am teaching 2 classes on Tuesday evenings - ABS and FIRM PHYSIQUES (a weight-lifting class.) I am super excited! I am starting step training within the next month and hope to pick up a few more classes soon, but this is the beginning...WISH ME LUCK!

Bella's Flower Fairy Tea Party...

2007-08-23T21:06:00.000-07:00

Bella's Birthday party on Monday was a huge success! We had so much fun! This is the first year that she has really had an opinion on how she wanted the details of her party - so we spent weeks planning. :) We gave each little girl a tutu and wings with their invite to wear to the party - everyone came dressed up and ready for fun. They all got their face painted and looked so adorable! Cole didn't want to be left out - so he was Spiderman for the afternoon! We had lunch, twirled and danced our best fairy dances, played pin the fairy on the flower, and went on a special fairy treasure hunt. McKay led them all with a story and was so believable we had a few tears from girlies that were afraid of the "mean troll under Mimi's bridge." Ha! Luckily everyone recovered when they saw the jeweled bracelets in the treasure box...Bella was so spoiled by her little friends and had the absolute time of her life! After a three hour party with 22 little girls - I am pretty sure she is going to take ONE friend to the movies next year! It was amazing and made Bella so happy - it was worth every minute...We loved it!